Sunday after a crappy Saturday

Sugar dropped during the nite, been feeling like crap all day, getting a cold sore, to boot! What friggin luck! Did I mention Jabba is to return around the 26th? I can hardly wait (not really, am getting fairly used to being alone) - would be happier if I didn't have to worry about each piece of furniture being broken down, or her wanting to use the computer again, said she may not have hers fixed in order to bring it back..... got a wolfin, mine ain't up for grabs this time around! Maybe to load pics for eBay, but not for her to sit in here in the dining room and entertain herself all nite, singing, cooking, and chatting, keeping me and Jean Luc awake/up.

Have Monday off, will see about a NEW assignment, the old one, as you know, sucks! I will not stay and I think they do the boot if you don't pan in a month, I would rather bale than the boot! I am not anti gay or judgmental; however, when people in general suffer from asshole-itis, that gets me down. And I am pretty down! You got Bridget, the bitch; Brian, the womanizer, the gay guy who paints his fingernails pink and could be Jabba Jr; you got Jason (I think is his name) who is a jackass! Sara, who paints her eyes to look like Cleopatra (literally) one of the other two newer people are lesbian and the other a drunk - two old guys who have testosterone problems and bitch and faunch at each other, the only decent one is Tracey, but she does something different, and of course, I rotate between being trained by Ann and Brian. Ann is migraine city, and either has chapped as hell lips or wears white lip covering with pink edging around her lips.

eBay is slowing down, gotta move and shake on some additions, need pics of the Japanese anime stuff to get rid of it. Life can be a bitch! Am surviving on no antidepressants and doing pretty darn good, for the winter. I take a Cymbalta every couple of days for the neuropathy, which also helps on depression/mood swings. I feel like crying a tad, but am being the ever stoic trooper! Guess I need to play lottery or something. If I can get the tarot sold, the house fixed and marketable, I may bale this town and move closer to the kids, which they would like (maybe not asswipe, but who cares there). Dev n Jen will come next weekend while Jen tests. I doubt Trev or AW comes, he wouldn't want to help move stuff, and Dev does at least move his butt and help gramma. I need something good in my life, but have no clue what it would be. mmmmm a good real job, with benefits? playing world market for medications is getting a tad hard, as some go out of business and you never know if you have ordered. Trying to get some Premarin and Voltaren, but not having much luck with the one place I got from last time.

Got an email from someone from Tracker wanting to know about Canadian Meridia. Like I am the friggin pharmacist? Thinking on ordering pizza or something fast, ramen noodles ain't cutting it, got the scootz last nite, and not into eating that again today. The dog and I ate the last of the ice cream this morning, from when we drug it out early about 230 this am, for sugar raising. Didn't have anything sweet, other than a candy bar, and that didn't sound good. Store is on my list for tomorrow as well! Spring surely is coming. The trucks from hell scooched dead branches and cut limbs from the streets and yards where they were stacked from the ice storm. Damn tired of those on Kimbrough, they hide traffic and you can get creamed there quite well. Called the city twice, but they didn't give a crap!

Freaky Friday

Survived the week, have Monday off, and will probably go into the temp agency to "hang up my keys", and ask for a different place to go! I am NOT the happy little camper, and you would be shocked to hear the way the tech's talk about people, the way coworkers talk about and to each other, and the bull crap that goes on behind the scenes. I dog sit on Saturday. Then, gotta do eBay and get crap together to go out Tuesday. If the body doesn't weaken!

Tuesday, blustery and snowing

Well, I didn't die during the night. Am starting to feel somewhat better, except for the pains in the ribs when I laugh or cough. We got up about 5, and about 6 I called in, then back to bed and slept until about 930. I am still tired. My daughter, who is a group home manager for the mentally retarded was to go to the State institution, where many of her residents come from, to evaluate a couple of potential new people for her home, was cancelled due to the living area being on quarantine, due to flu. This crap seems to be everywhere. I fixed ramen noodles with some brocolli and ham bits in it, so there would be some type of nourishment in me. The brocolli needed a tad more nuking was crunchy, but the rest of it was pretty tasty. The dog helped me eat the crunchy brocolli.

The weather did not do as planned, but the temps are dropping today and there is a smattering of small sleet or snow coming down and wind. I can feel the chill, although I turned up the heat, again! I probably will attempt work tomorrow, and will get a shower later and wash the hair, to be clean and ready to be presentable. I am SO out of the winter spirit, not that there was any winter spirit to be in to. Perhaps I have passed the bad area of the flu, and will begin to heal. Hope you don't get it. Not knowing which end to focus on is hell!

Dry heaves and runny nose has hit!

Sunday (yesterday) awoke to dry heaves. Such fun! Today, feel like death warmed over, worked until noon before I felt death might arrive. My sides ache from the events of yesterday. OF course, Jean Luc decided we needed to sleep in the recliner last nite and I spent until 530 this morning in it, and 30 minutes on the bed. My voice is crappy, my eyes tearing, and throat scratchy. I don't think there is fever, but I do go from hot to not so hot. Will do bed soon, and probably stay home tomorrow due to the pending ice/snow storm heading our way. Gave the dog Benadryl, to help him calm as he was up and down last nite being a total jackass - especially since I didn't take a sleeper myself).

Jabba is still gone, don't really miss her, except she could entertain Jean Luc since she thinks she needs to be up all nite. I had him doing really well with the overnight sleep patterns, until she was here cooking and singing at the computer with lights on. I must be being the bitch, I know I can be, but dang, I fell like crap! Nobody likes me when sick, I don't like me when sick! I sure hated work today, this morning. 4 days training (listening) one hour computer tutoring last week, and 2 hours looking up validations, and today they want me to do the phone, computer, and validations all at the same time? Too much, too fast, too sick! Off to my death bed for the nite. Spring surely is one day closer.

Job (temp) but working

Am working at the cable company (not with Larry the cable guy)! Dunno, it is a different sort of creature! Gawd be with me, for sure on this one!