April 13... Yee haw!

Today we had rain, snow, sleet, and more rain! went to Walmart, the one store I hate, to get a tub spout with diverter so Jabba quits taking the damn thing off to wash her crotch! I am almost ready to give the heave ho! Pissing me off a tad too much. I don't like living alone, but I am tired of the rude assed ways, staying up all nite on the GD cell phone and being self centered and "I didn't notice" toward anything. Talk about self absorbed. Working at Tracker Marine again, they were glad to see me - even the ones who were asses last year have been decent and almost friendly, even with a few conversations!

I know I am tired - the local ball team had a ballgame last nite, first of the year and did fireworks after - nothing like being woken up with crackers going off! Pissed me off, then she was up all nite going strong~ if Jean Luc would stay in bed, that would be one thing, but he don't as when he hears her, he gets up to see what is up and is up until I get him back in bed! I can't work days doing what I am doing with little sleep.

Quit the concentration camp SDS place after one week. Would have had insurance, but between the driving to Nixa, stupid no talking, and sitting like a morgue inside the concentration camp 0 they got you up 2 times a shift to hear announcements and do finger/hand exercises. Other than that, you sat with your staple remover, scotch tape, and exacto knife and worked on cleaning u medical records for scanning. I worked on what had to be Kingdom Hospital's records (from Steven King's book) for a few nights. Worked a total of 5 nites and handed in resignation. OF course, Tracker had called and offered me the summer with possibly more - longer... or I would have stayed in hell!

Will be talking to Jabba soon about her actions and lack thereof of motivation. Give me strength!